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Metanoia

by Palayan

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Five 04:56
A hundred rows separate me Distant heads can't see me All these days go by so quickly A thousands thoughts will all but save me Five Signify Who was wrong? I'll wear my crown Of shame These days are long Everything's so wrong Cover me Take care of me Someone A thousand miles away, I need you Left with thoughts, why'd you leave me? To dwell on days and months of memories Every single part of me is aching Five Signify Who was wrong? I'll wear my crown Of shame These days are long Everything's so wrong Cover me Take care of me Someone
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White 04:45
Silent room Deafening Step outside Still not free Who am I to fool? It's just me These wicked thoughts Never let me be Holding onto nothing Dark free fall Cracking on the surface Let me fall Bloom into a new purpose Take it off Living in stop motion Play it now Don't move an inch Go to sleep Doing things  To please you and me Every passing second I can feel Who am I? Please tell me Holding onto nothing Dark free fall Cracking on the surface Let me fall Bloom into a new purpose Take it off Living in stop motion Play it now Seeing every star In every color Just one standing out It's like no other Reach for that star Just let me see her Back to earth There's no one here It's all in white It's all in white It's all in white It's all in white
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Someone tell her That she's a fighter No space to be her Do I deny her? Fall from my arms Hole in my heart Fall from my heart Hole in mine I miss you so I see you next to me Do you know I know Everything you see And when you said That there's no need for me You heart must know You're everything to me I fight with nature I pull and she pulls When all that we are Weren't we one forever? Fall from my arms Hole in my heart Fall from my heart Hole in mine I miss you so I see you next to me Do you know I know Everything you see And when you said That there's no need for me Your heart must know You're everything to me Run Does it run into your insides? Reach Do you see it with your eyes shut? Still Pacing in small circles Was it ever enough? It was never enough
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Stare at these pages with sorrow Did y'all even think of tomorrow? Days on the run, back to square one Plead all day long, you have no one Remember the 5th of December Remember the sins of your lover Remember that we had a purpose Remember the 5th of December
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Deception 05:17
Sit down No glow Wear down No flow Illusion Delusional Lie to us all Fuck you So long Pretender Be gone Look twice I'm gone Come again Lead the way Come again Clean your skin Stray away Sell your skin I'm not the way To feed your sins Give in To him Strip down For him Lock eyes With him Bare skin He's in Corrupt Design Infect What's mine Hold on Too tight Rotten We've died Come again Lead the way Come again Clean your skin Stray away Sell your skin I'm not the way To feed your sins
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Where do I belong? Where do we belong? Where do you belong? Where do I belong?
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Empty Seed 04:57
Finally, you're on to me Hide and seek, did you receive? Empty seed, no life to give No truth to live, for you and me Honor me, then lecture me Time will see, who you are to me You will bleed, for all to see You won't see, we are dead to me Crooked eye Unholy mind Take what's mine Lose all in time Have I lost my mind? I can't even stand Swimming in the ashes Ashes of you
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Depth 03:39
And in the end, I'll stay Think for one second, who will pay? I'm left with nothing, no one cares Is this my cue? I'll make my way For how long, And how low, Will you go? Now on my own, cold air Breathe in to see if I'm okay My love and hate, on their way Speak ill of me, I still care For how long, And how low, Will you go?
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Peel 03:03
Away Go away Straight chain Run away Abstain Contain Now explain Entertain Now she peels to the bone Drowning all on my own Insane Happy days Clap our hands Does she bleed? Condone Are we on our own? I take her out To decompose Now I peel to the bone Drowning all on her own If I only knew  What you would do Didn't I always know What you could do? Now we peel to the bone Drowning all on our own
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Corrode 03:42
Corrode, oxidizing Implode, the red keeps moving I'm sick and tired of waiting I'm sick and tired of fighting Don't wait for me I'll be gone in a week Who must sing with the wind? Oh please, don't wait for me Mirror, misguiding Reflection, repenting I'm sick and tired of hiding I'm sick and tired of running Don't wait for me I'll be gone in a week Who must sing with the wind? Oh please, don't wait for me Mine
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Here we go again Will you be my friend? This is not the end No, this is the end Yeah, this is the end
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Commence 04:16
Pick up Don't let up I won't give up Until you give up Take off The deal's off Stranger Could you take her? Die Don't let me die Don't let us die Commence last rites Smother Empty bother Lover Disbeliever Serpent With a mission I see ya With conviction Die Don't let me die Don't let us die Commence last rites
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I'm the bottom feeder I'm the one with feet lost Given that, all that we've done I'd think that this was meant to last You let him win, deceiver Didn't think that I'd get so lost  Given that, all that we've done I'd think that this was meant to last You've done it again You've done it again I've lost You've done it again You've done it again I'm lost So if I don't see you Don't be upset, it's not your fault Difference one, between us You have no clue to who you are And in the end, you're beaten What you are, is all so black Where's my one believer? Is she lost inside your head? You've done it again You've done it again I've lost You've done it again You've done it again I'm lost I'll keep on searching for the illusion of us to be together. I have found the illusion, it's you You've done it again You've done it again I've lost You've done it again You've done it again You're lost
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How did I always know? Where do my memories go? Did I have to hold you so close? Answers left begging, who knows? Come a little closer Pull a little harder Make your way in slower Grab the knife a little tighter What am I going to do? You've taken everything I know Abandoning, you've let me go If I have to grow you must go Come a little closer Pull a little harder Make your way in slower Grab the knife a little tighter Driven by past mistakes Tell me what you have found Bring up my old mistakes There's nothing left to be found 

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released October 29, 2017

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Palayan Dubai, UAE

The singer and songwriter brings a variety of influences to his work as Palayan, punctuating deeply personal lyrics with impeccable musical choices. Straddling elements of alternative rock, folk, fusion and electro pop, he creates stunning soundscapes that feel fragile, vulnerable and unpredictable. ... more

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